suddenly, thinking about happiness

now i can see,,Nobody thinks about it if they don't have it, i think the life is really perfect, ecspecially to the healthy people,, the perfect i means is easy to get the feeling of happiness, youth, and sociality...no need to be scared, no need to be ashamed, no need to be nervous,, and surely.... easy to bring confident to continue life, sometimes i can see people when they looked into the future and i see such as a simple thing,,, they can manage it, i can see the daily life of some people so beautiful....  but,,,  y so hard.... always said this words.. everyday is same nothing is change,, seriously i dont want 2 give up now,,, even HHD is a part of my life,,, this is not my problem. i can deal it,, yup,,,