Forever ur friends

One day we will going to take and find of our future..

haaa amek ko,!!!! cmni bile la nk siap huhu,,, ble jd gle ouhhh, btw gud luck soap

ENGINEERING MATH - ADVANCE DIFF

QuEsti0n

ANsWER

examination hall.....im failed again

hr ni paper control system 2,,, prasaan xde la rse takut sgt,,, cume time tu msuk dewan lmbt sikit dlm 10min,,trpkse la dok dpn skali,, ape yg pling (mnakutkan) time tu adlah,,, ble HH kluar,, mybe nervous kot.... ble kluar ckit brtambah lar nervousnye,, omg!! sriously, i can't handle it,, dont, plessssss,, dont come out,,,,kasut dah basah,, kasut plak jenis kain,, nmpkla lmbapnye bile student dan lecturer tgok nati,, but, i dont care it..cos boleh ckp kasut basah sebab kene lecak td,, tp,,,,,

how i cant handle on my hand palm :(,, seriously,,, byk sgt,,, mnitik-nitik,,, kertas ujian da mula basah, arghhhh tgn da mule mnggeletar, jntung dup dap dup dap da smakin laju,,,, ouhhhh mcm mne ni.... tp nasib baik la ade calculator,, sbb bole cover tangan kt atas calculator smbil mnulis kertas ujian,,,, seriously i dont know how to handle it,,, its the most scary to me, dan time tu mule la brckp pd diri sndiri mlalui ht, "Ya allah, tlonglah hentikan ini, aku x mmpu ya allah..." aku takut sgt waktu tu,,,, pd 1 tahap HH mlande ke seluruh tubuh ini,,, menitik-nitik, aku dpt merasai aliran trsebut,,,,

jika benar la dugaan ini sehingga ke penghujung hayat ku,, aku x mampu ya allah,, aku x mampu bersosialdgn org lain, aku x mmpu menikmati kegembiraan bersama org lain, wlaupun ini adalah 1 ujian yg kau beri, aku tidak tahu,tidak tahu bgaimana untuk tabah menerimanya,

think im happy???

terselah keceriaan di wajah,,, happy??? yup im happy to be myself,, happy wif HH (Hyperhidrosis), sbb dr dulu hingge skrg itu hnye lah pembohongan semate-mate, mmber rmai ckp kau ni cool je, relaxje,,, style lar,, nk jd cm kau la,,, then aku blas dgn ketawa, sbnrnye die kne tipu dgn aku,,, aku hnye cool relax atas sbb yg aku tidak tahu knpe ini trjd pd aku,,,, 1 pnyakit yg tidak mrbahaya ttpi ckup untuk mmbunuh emosi aku smpi tidak sedar aku sdang mmbuat dosa diam2, ble HH kluar then seolah-olah aku mnyalahi tuhan yg sdang mguji aku,, tidak adil! bgitu kjam! itu lah yg slalu brmain di dlam fikiran ku, ya allah ampunilah hambamu ini, aku gagal mnrima ujian mu ini, ssungguhnya aku tidak knal siapa diri ini, aku brmohon pd mu supaya hentikan lah pnyakit yg telah mlnde khidupan ku sjak kcil lg,,, sembuhknlah ya allah, :(

my promise

aku rela jilat bontot ko
jika

my sad is ur sadness
my happy is ur happiness
u still wif me
and lastly u know and understand the meaning of friendship dammit

is it reality or illusion????????

kadang2 jd x knl who is it,,,, urself or other people,

ble ckp tntng keyakinan im still have really true CONFIDENT,

but y u disguisting urself  to be other people,

jus follow another side, mean i cant give opinion by ownself,

keep it and be a one secret until die,

always think this is a big problem, anyone never give a hand to u,,,

lets say there is a small matter, no big deals, and u can reach wif ur confdent...

its not easy, cos wht i have its not happened to ur life,

i know i can handle it, but 

there must be a one finishing,

there must be a limit 

fikir tentang keceriaan, 

how to get it,

until now tetap fikir mcm mne nk temuinye

wht i mean is true happiness,

until now i only can see people happy by themselves

but, not me.. im try to copy ur happiness by ur chracter,

nothing happen, 

fmily is more understand then other people

family has been taking care of their children

they were take our life into success..

they guide our health, education, religion and so on

but i dont know how to discuss it

infront of them

persahabatan,

until now, terngiang-ngiang ur face in my mind

even u re the most person i hate

still miss the time wif u,, 

i hope this is illusion,, i know reality between me and u never 

happen...

masa hadapan,

our future will be easy to achieve if we had our goal

more easy if we are not have any disease,

weird!!!!!! wht happen??