Forever ur friends

One day we will going to take and find of our future..

haaa amek ko,!!!! cmni bile la nk siap huhu,,, ble jd gle ouhhh, btw gud luck soap

ENGINEERING MATH - ADVANCE DIFF

QuEsti0n

ANsWER

examination hall.....im failed again

hr ni paper control system 2,,, prasaan xde la rse takut sgt,,, cume time tu msuk dewan lmbt sikit dlm 10min,,trpkse la dok dpn skali,, ape yg pling (mnakutkan) time tu adlah,,, ble HH kluar,, mybe nervous kot.... ble kluar ckit brtambah lar nervousnye,, omg!! sriously, i can't handle it,, dont, plessssss,, dont come out,,,,kasut dah basah,, kasut plak jenis kain,, nmpkla lmbapnye bile student dan lecturer tgok nati,, but, i dont care it..cos boleh ckp kasut basah sebab kene lecak td,, tp,,,,,

how i cant handle on my hand palm :(,, seriously,,, byk sgt,,, mnitik-nitik,,, kertas ujian da mula basah, arghhhh tgn da mule mnggeletar, jntung dup dap dup dap da smakin laju,,,, ouhhhh mcm mne ni.... tp nasib baik la ade calculator,, sbb bole cover tangan kt atas calculator smbil mnulis kertas ujian,,,, seriously i dont know how to handle it,,, its the most scary to me, dan time tu mule la brckp pd diri sndiri mlalui ht, "Ya allah, tlonglah hentikan ini, aku x mmpu ya allah..." aku takut sgt waktu tu,,,, pd 1 tahap HH mlande ke seluruh tubuh ini,,, menitik-nitik, aku dpt merasai aliran trsebut,,,,

jika benar la dugaan ini sehingga ke penghujung hayat ku,, aku x mampu ya allah,, aku x mampu bersosialdgn org lain, aku x mmpu menikmati kegembiraan bersama org lain, wlaupun ini adalah 1 ujian yg kau beri, aku tidak tahu,tidak tahu bgaimana untuk tabah menerimanya,

think im happy???

terselah keceriaan di wajah,,, happy??? yup im happy to be myself,, happy wif HH (Hyperhidrosis), sbb dr dulu hingge skrg itu hnye lah pembohongan semate-mate, mmber rmai ckp kau ni cool je, relaxje,,, style lar,, nk jd cm kau la,,, then aku blas dgn ketawa, sbnrnye die kne tipu dgn aku,,, aku hnye cool relax atas sbb yg aku tidak tahu knpe ini trjd pd aku,,,, 1 pnyakit yg tidak mrbahaya ttpi ckup untuk mmbunuh emosi aku smpi tidak sedar aku sdang mmbuat dosa diam2, ble HH kluar then seolah-olah aku mnyalahi tuhan yg sdang mguji aku,, tidak adil! bgitu kjam! itu lah yg slalu brmain di dlam fikiran ku, ya allah ampunilah hambamu ini, aku gagal mnrima ujian mu ini, ssungguhnya aku tidak knal siapa diri ini, aku brmohon pd mu supaya hentikan lah pnyakit yg telah mlnde khidupan ku sjak kcil lg,,, sembuhknlah ya allah, :(

my promise

aku rela jilat bontot ko
jika

my sad is ur sadness
my happy is ur happiness
u still wif me
and lastly u know and understand the meaning of friendship dammit

is it reality or illusion????????

kadang2 jd x knl who is it,,,, urself or other people,

ble ckp tntng keyakinan im still have really true CONFIDENT,

but y u disguisting urself  to be other people,

jus follow another side, mean i cant give opinion by ownself,

keep it and be a one secret until die,

always think this is a big problem, anyone never give a hand to u,,,

lets say there is a small matter, no big deals, and u can reach wif ur confdent...

its not easy, cos wht i have its not happened to ur life,

i know i can handle it, but 

there must be a one finishing,

there must be a limit 

fikir tentang keceriaan, 

how to get it,

until now tetap fikir mcm mne nk temuinye

wht i mean is true happiness,

until now i only can see people happy by themselves

but, not me.. im try to copy ur happiness by ur chracter,

nothing happen, 

fmily is more understand then other people

family has been taking care of their children

they were take our life into success..

they guide our health, education, religion and so on

but i dont know how to discuss it

infront of them

persahabatan,

until now, terngiang-ngiang ur face in my mind

even u re the most person i hate

still miss the time wif u,, 

i hope this is illusion,, i know reality between me and u never 

happen...

masa hadapan,

our future will be easy to achieve if we had our goal

more easy if we are not have any disease,

weird!!!!!! wht happen??

this sem pless bring me the good memory with my friends...

1. i dont want anything.... jus happiness......

2. no hyperhidrosis disease

3. diploma

4. always be happy

5. good pointer

6. full of confident

from father

assalam, selamat menduduki peperiksaan sem 5. Semoga dberi kekuatan dan tenang di dewan peperiksaan dan dpt pointer lbih baik dr sem lepas, amin.....

thnx.....

abang bass????

                                           

Benzoate performance at gudang noisy Ampang

siapakah gelarannya itu,, :) dulu2 ingat lg ayat ni,, weyh bile nk jamming ni,,, "abg bass" da lame x beraksi ni... haha act its me... i was called it by myself as abg bass,, cos im proud to be a bass player in my line up(benzoate) wlaupun skrg da disband tp aku msih rindu sangat nk main guitar bass ni,, impossible back to the normal in my line up hurmmm... normal??? haaa mlas pikir :D... wlau mcm mne pn,,, aku nk kongsi sdikit berkenaan idola bassis aku yg dkatakan legend ni,, (Taiji sawada) who is greatly performance for his bass work with popular metal bands, X Japan and Loudness..

Taiji Sawada 

Seorang pemain bassis yg  mmpunyai bakat yg terselah sejak dr zman kebudak-budakan,, mcm aku la (Poyo & kerek plakkkk :P ) beliau juge sanggup berhenti sekola untuk mnubuhkan dan mmbentuk 1st band beliau (trash) in which he played guitar until switching to bass a couple of years later.... sebgai seorang bassis yg mmpunyai bakat yg terpendam beliau byk mmbantu band lain dgn join the group as long as he live,ini bg menaikkan lg nama industri music mereka shingga dikenali rmai org di jepun x juge d mrate dunie skali,, tp ape yg aku tahu taiji pling menyerlah dan rmai menyukai beliau di atas stage masa join band x japan,,, mybe atas music genre yg kene pd dirinye dsmping taiji byk mlakukan solo di atas stage dgn mlakukan tekik slap bass... mg mnkjubkan,, sbnrnye x byk sgt aku thu psal diri die. ni pn aku tawu sbb layan band x japan, dr situlah aku mule find some information ckit psal die ni,,,,, so,, aku rse (abg taiji) ni :P bkn la bassis yg inginkan populariti semate-mate ttapi dsebalik kehandalan bermain bass die telah byk mnyumbang bkatnye kpd band2 yg lain sprti x japan, loudness, D.T.R., Cloud Nine, and the Killing Red Addiction,, setiap bakat yg kite ada haruslah saling bantu-membantu kpd org lain supaya kite tidak digelar sebagai bodoh sombong tak gitu abg TAiji.  u re my inspiration Taiji Sawada,,, :)

this is the last of social life

i need to find another way to live on

the most valuable thing in my life is..

1 family

2 friendship

3 happiness

tak bole tidur

4:27am
isnin
dada sakit
knpe ni..... hurmmmmm

suddenly, thinking about happiness

now i can see,,Nobody thinks about it if they don't have it, i think the life is really perfect, ecspecially to the healthy people,, the perfect i means is easy to get the feeling of happiness, youth, and sociality...no need to be scared, no need to be ashamed, no need to be nervous,, and surely.... easy to bring confident to continue life, sometimes i can see people when they looked into the future and i see such as a simple thing,,, they can manage it, i can see the daily life of some people so beautiful....  but,,,  y so hard.... always said this words.. everyday is same nothing is change,, seriously i dont want 2 give up now,,, even HHD is a part of my life,,, this is not my problem. i can deal it,, yup,,,

tak perlu pendamkan dalam hati :)

if u think it is PAINFUL, just SHOUT it out
if u want to cry, then juz let it out

study week..

study week kt kmpung la ape lg,,, hehe bole buat ice blender.. minum puas2 haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa x tahan... wait 4 me ice blender,, see u next week slurpppppppp,,, (ice blender kt kdai ngn aku buat,,, bg aku, aku buat lg terbaik_ :D

need enough rest this month

so tiredddddddddddddd,,hurmmm

smetimes we need to know

1st time mancing lombong :D

worhhhhh besarnyerr hehe.... ni org pggl ikan ara atau nme lain, ikan rohu.. act bkn aku yg dpt, tp mmber aku yg dpt..jeless gle tgok die lwn joran ngn ikan ni.. x silap 3 kilo ni,, aku dpt talipia merah jerr huhu :(... btw this is my 1st time mncing lombong,,,, rupenye xde la susa mne pn mncing kt lombong ni.. beli dedak then bancuh ngn tepung gandum pas 2 air soya ckit... kepul2 taruk kt mate kail... hehe....

jus waiting and see.. :)

wht that??? yaaa... im only waiting 4 my future,, x tawu kemana hala tuju ku nanti,, kalau ade rezeki aku akan sambung degree kt unversiti nanti..lagipun diploma x ckup lg utk aku truskan kerjaye yg lebih baik,,

poison

poison by takashi sorimachi

I want to believe forever
I want to think, until the end
That my life has meaning

I wake up and begin to smile
Those guys whose souls have been stolen
Do they feel the pain of crying?

In this world where I can’t say what I want to say
Poison
I’ll live my life without lying to myself
Oh oh

In these times we’re facing head on
In order to be proud
We have to fight

We sat down on the stairs
And talked until dawn
About our endless dreams

As the seasons change so casually
Will we lose sight without even realising it
And get used to being swept away?

In this world where I can’t even dream the smallest of dreams
Poison
I want to always like myself the way I am
Oh oh

Because I want to treasure
My days of freedomd
I’ll start walking the path I want to take now

I don’t be controlled by dirty lies and words
Poison
I don’t want to take my eyes off this hinest feeling

In this world where I can’t say what I want to say
Poison
I’ll live my life without lying to myself
Oh oh

In these times we’re facing head on
In order to be proud
We have to fight

hellen keller and anne sallivan is my inspiration